To Shake the Sleeping Self
“To Shake the Sleeping Self”, by Jedidiah Jenkins chronicles his transformative 16-month bicycle journey from Oregon to Patagonia, undertaken as he approached his thirtieth birthday. Leaving behind a conventional career, Jenkins sought to escape a life he felt was predetermined, aiming instead to explore the world and, more importantly, his own identity. Throughout his travels, he engaged deeply with diverse cultures and landscapes, all while documenting his experiences and reflections on social media, garnering a substantial following. This memoir captures not only the physical challenges of his expedition but also the profound internal quest for self-discovery and purpose.
A central theme of the book is Jenkins's struggle to reconcile his sexual identity with his conservative Christian upbringing. Raised in an evangelical environment, he grappled with feelings of shame and fear regarding his homosexuality. The journey served as a catalyst for introspection, prompting him to confront and question long-held beliefs and societal expectations. Encounters with various individuals along the way, including his travel companion Weston, challenged him to reevaluate his faith and embrace a more authentic version of himself.
Jenkins's narrative is enriched by his candid reflections on personal growth, spirituality, and the complexities of human relationships. The memoir delves into the psychological and emotional aspects of his journey, illustrating how physical travel can mirror and facilitate internal transformation. His experiences underscore the idea that stepping out of one's comfort zone can lead to profound personal revelations and a deeper understanding of one's values and desires.
“To Shake the Sleeping Self” is more than a travel memoir; it's a poignant exploration of identity, faith, and the courage to live authentically. Jenkins's eloquent storytelling and vulnerability invite readers to reflect on their own lives and the societal constructs that shape them. The book serves as an inspiring testament to the transformative power of adventure and the importance of confronting one's inner truths to achieve personal fulfillment.